I'm featuring my roses again.

You're probably bored of seeing but no. I'll still post it. Day 3 of its existence. It's started to wilt already. Without your source of life, you honestly can't maintain your beauty for long. Or no matter how pretty you are, beauty can't last. Or perhaps nothing lasts forever would be apt. Just wondering.

Girls Night Out.

It's been a pretty long time since I last went out with the girls at night. Today, I went to catch Romeo & Juliet with Ros, Shan, Sarah, Gladys & the entire literature class. Wow, talking about this infuriates me. 5 of us went to the place together and when we arrived we met Bella right outside the entrance of the hall. Okay so here's the thing. The ticketing guy said that there's 5 seats together and one separate seat in front. Ok no problem since there's 5 of us and we didn't even plan to meet Bella. So obviously since the 5 of us went together, we would want to sit together rather than sit with her & we already planned to do so. I mean its expected right. But no, she snatches the tickets from the ticketing guy and held on to all of them. She refused to pass any of it to us so we were totally clueless on where we're sitting and has no idea where to walk. We were already late for the play so when the usher led us to our seats, she asked us to split up. Then the fucking bitch said "Which of you sitting in front?" I mean, I already expected something like that to happen but how can anyone be so shameless? Doesn't she know no one wants her around? Can anyone be as annoying as her? I was like "you" straight in her face. I mean who does this sort of things honestly. After she heard me say that she just shoved Gladys to the front & since we were already very late, Gladys just went on front. I was so mad at Isabella I almost died. Throughout the whole play, all of us ignored her and refused to acknowledge her existence. Even after the play, she wanted to tag along with us but we just ignored her. In the end, she couldn't take it so she went home. What a loser. She blames everything. It herself for her lack of friends. She says she's too mature, everyone else is too immature but take a fucking look at your own attitude bitch. Who's the immature one.

Omg, I'm getting too worked up. So after that, we went out for dinner and frozen yoghurt. I haven't had so much fun with the girls in such a long time. We chatted, laughed, joked & bitch and honestly at that moment, I felt so blessed. To be able to laugh without worries, joke without burdens, chat with no reservations & just simply have fun and be... myself. It's a small joy in life that I've come to appreciate recently. & I honestly want to thank god for blessing me with such great moments. Ones that I can honestly remember & love.


Have a great day ahead guys! Stay safe & don't forget to have fun! :>
My carrot says "Hello!"

My April Wishlist.

Ok, this is a mission ok. Hopefully by the end of this month I can fulfill my task & purchase everything that I want to purchase. Since I don't have any of these products, I have to rely on stealing photos from the internet. Boo-hoo. Here it is:

1. TheBalm Mary-Lou Manizer.

This is described as a silky smooth pressed powder that can be used as a highlighter, shimmer & eyeshadow. It's a honey-hued luminizer that everyone loves. I've heard too many good things about this so I really want to try this. However, theBalm cosmetics retails at quite a high price in where I live so I have to save up a little for it. Really want to get it though. 

2. Nailpolishes.

I don't even like the Kardashians but this collection is so gorgeous. I want almost all of them especially 'Rainbow in the S-Kylie'. It reminds me so much of rainbow connection which I couldn't get my hands on. I want 'Kim-pletely in love', 'All Kendall-ed up', 'It's all about the glam' and 'My Empire, my rules'. These are the ones I really really want. 

OPI Did You'ear about Van Gogh?
 This one looks so pretty I can die. It's honestly too pretty my gosh, I really really want this. And this picture is obviously stole from Scrangie, she's so awesome I love her blog. Please go visit her blog if you haven't already. Click on the the Scrangie above for link. 

OPI Thanks a Windmillion.
 This is totally my type of color I love it so much. I love a lot of the Holland collection but these are the ones I want first.

OPI I Have a Herring Problem.
 Wow, it's too pretty. Just take a look at the glitters. Can I just buy this now? It's so unique I don't think I own anything like that at all. 

3. Urban Decay Super Saturated High lip gloss color in 'Lovechild' 

I want this so much it looks so amazing. I aspire to buy this soon.

3. Urban Decay Primer Potion in Eden. 

I've the original one but I always wanted to try Eden. Hopefully this is the month where I can purchase it because I honestly lust after it so much. 

4. Viva Glam Nicki

I'm not crazy over the color but it seems really cool & I really want to try it out. Furthermore, all proceeds from this lipstick goes towards charity so no harm trying this right. 

5. MAC Chenman Beauty Powder.

I want this so much after hearing Kandee talking about it. It seems so pretty & perfect. This collection is not going to be for sale anytime soon so :( 

6. MAC Mineral Skinfinish 'Soft and Gentle. 

This one is the bomb *melts*

I heard like everyone talking about this & I want to try it out so badly. 

So this is my entire wishlist for this month people. I really want all of the products I mentioned. I hope I can get all of it within these two months. Lets hope this plan works out *crosses fingers* Anyway have a great day everyone! Thanks so much for reading and entertaining my crap. I think I'm going to do a favorites post a the end of this month just to show everyone what I've been loving ♥ 

Bye and be safe everyone! ☺

Review: Chanel Quadra Eye Shadow 86 Garden Party.

I'm finally doing a review. Ok so this is the Chanel Quad in Garden Party. My mother has a friend working at Chanel so she always buys from Chanel to support her friend. And she actually purchased this long time ago and opened it recently only. She took one look at it and ask me if I wanted it because she felt the colors were too bright for her so yay me. Anyway, I think this was launched years ago in the spring line maybe? Please correct me if I'm wrong. So I'm gonna do a review on it. There are two pinkish shades and two green shades on the quad and I find it just really spring-ish. There's a light pink, a mint green, brownish, mauve-ish pink and lastly a forest green. The mint green and light pink are both frost and the other two shimmery. So I'm just going to talk about the pros and cons here.

PROS:
- Generally good pigmentation, very creamy, not chalky at all.
- Obviously very pretty packaging but very easily dirtied by fingerprints.
- Great range of colors. The colors are all very nice and compliment each other a lot. I can do many looks with this quad alone.
- Although the finishes are all similar, the dark pink & forest green gives a lot of depth and dimension and makes the whole quad work very well.

CONS:
- Pricey. This was $60+, I never would have bought this with my own money because I can't afford it.
- The minty green and light pink are both very frosty, there's just too much frost in the quad.
- The mauve-ish dark pink doesn't show up very well and it's not the most pigmented but definitely workable.
- I do wish the light pink look more like how it looked like in the pan. It looks a lot more peachy rather than frosty not swatched.

So this is it. I hope the review was helpful. Overall, I rate this product a 4/5 but I wouldn't repurchase it unless I had the money to because it's so pricey. I really do like it though. Once again I apologize for the horrible pictures. My camera is not fixed yet but I really wanted to do a review soon because I've been waiting so long. If you would like better swatches next time just leave me comment and I'll do it. Thanks for reading and stay healthy! <3

Agitated much.

Finished the whole Hunger Games trilogy today. The book was great but I hated the ending, everyone was all wrong. Where's my happy ending? I've always been on team Gale, I guess a lot of the people fell for Peeta's personality but I just cannot bring myself away from Gale. And the way she left him was heartless, there wasn't a proper goodbye. No, not even a goodbye. I would die if I was Gale, I mean I'm so well loved by other girls but I stayed true to a girl & after she went survived the Hunger Games she falls for another guy & practically ignores my presence. I mean, I know he saved her life but if I were him I would too, if I could. Ok, back to my own perspective. That's straight up betrayal, to me at least. I mean they always had a thing, for years but Katniss simply forgets all about it, all about it after meeting Peeta. I know I probably shouldn't be so agitated over a book but couldn't the ending could have been better? And must Finnick Odair really die? He's my favourite character in the book, probably the one that stayed the most true to his love. Annie is practically insane but he never strayed even though he has plenty of other people to choose from. But he died trying to protect Katniss the bitch. MUST HE REALLY DIE? Huh, Suzanne Collins? Why did you kill him! My heart literally broke when he died so tragically. Wow, I'm really insane huh. But it's just a thing I have. I guess it's a curse as well as a blessing. I don't know if it's only me or if it happens to everyone but once I read something I can picture everything in my mind and there's a whole scenario playing so reading Finnick's death was so painful. I watched him die. It's the same with the Twilight saga, I pictured whole book & fell in love with Edward & wished so badly to be Bella but after watching the movie I hated the book. Because all I can picture in my head is the movie which sucks so terribly. I used to re-read the book so many times but after the movie came out, I just can't bring myself to read the book. But at least the first movie wasn't awful. Quite good actually, because in the first book she has yet to desert Gale. Let me jut show you what a hottie he is in the movie & how unhot Peeta is. But the actress playing Katniss isn't exceptionally stunning as well but she does have a very Katnissy feel to her so I guess the casting was good. I love Gale so much.
                

Gale, played by Liam Hemsworth & actually I'm quite grossed out by the fact that he dated Miley Cyrus. Eww, major turnoff.

Peeta, played by I don't care who. I mean why would you choose him over Gale?! Open your eyes Katniss. This guy is grosser, he dated Vanessa Hudgens. I wonder if she sends him nude photos as well.

 

Picture stolen from Perez Hilton obviously. Oops, she's okay I guess. Very Katnissy which I mentioned above but, I don't like her.

Anyway, stay safe everyone! And just to annoy everyone, may the odds be ever in your favor.

I dreamt a dream.

Had a dream last night. I was playing with my two dogs, really happy as usual when I'm with them. We're cuddling and they're begging for me to pet & tickle them more. I went up to my chihuahua and scratched him on his head which he loves the most. It's like his g-spot, only in a non sexual way. He seems so relaxed & happy. Then, I woke up and realised it was all a dream. Yeah, it's a dream alright. My little dog is dead, he's gone. I hate waking up from sweet dreams. Just let me sleep forever alright. But somehow, I felt like the dream was a message from him to me. It's as if he's telling me that he's happy now. He's okay & doing well. Gosh I miss him so much, I wonder if he ever misses me.

Broke.

I'm so broke now. Last week I had 200$ in my bank & now I'm left with 10$. I know, I'm such a horrible person. I don't actually know where the money went to. I really should start thinking of ways to save money. There's so many things I want to buy & actually plan to buy not end up not buying because I'll somehow very smartly spend the money on something I don't even really want or need. It's mostly spur of the moment kind of rash decision that makes me buy things I would never need and never use. Then I'll regret it forever. I should honestly do like a wish list thing every month and the reward I get for saving money is having the money to buy what I want! Yay, great plan Meredith. Now keep to it bitch. Let's start with next month. It should be easier since it's my birthday month :) Ooh, next post shall be my wish list. I hope I can actually buy one of the items from it. Anyway, bye & thanks for reading. Be safe!

9th April 2012.

Caught the hunger games today and it was pretty awesome! It was pretty similar to the book but I thought it'll be even more similar. At least better than the twilight saga, the movie made me hate the book. Now I can't even read the book without wanting to die. Gale is so hot in the show. Not a big fan of Peeta & Katniss though. I'm too tired to continue. Bye & be safe everyone! <3

The Vow.

Caught The Vow yesterday with Janice :{ We actually traveled really far to watch Hunger Games but for some cheapo reason, we decided not to. Okay so Oscar gave me two free tickets for the movie since he already watched it. It's can only be used at one specific "type?" of cinema so we had to travel for about 40 minutes to go there which is by the way, really far distance considering where I live in. But, the tickets could not be used because some genius [obviously me] did not read the fine print which says that it CANNOT be used on a public holiday eve & since today is Good Friday, yesterday was naturally & very obviously a public holiday eve. So in the end we decided not to make our trip wasted by catching The Vow. And in the end we still had to run to another theatre which is 10 minutes away for better timing. The movie started at 5:45 and we bought the tickets at 5:42. Hehe, talk about last minute. So anyway, on to the movie, it was okay I guess.

I mean I never did read the book but I had higher expectations for it especially since so many people were talking about it. But it did not live up to my expectations. I mean it was pretty touching to see how in love they were but I just don't like the plot I guess. I like happy endings & this one had a happy ending but just now as happy as I wanted it to be. She did end up back with him but she never did regain her memory. I would die if I was the guy. All those memories, gone just like that. A memory is what that shapes out lives, we're nothing without it. Can you imagine waking up one day and not remembering the face of the person you once loved so much and held so dearly to your heart? Or worst, imagine your husband/ wife not knowing who you are at all. Treating you like a stranger, after all the intimate moments you once shared. It's so painful. And I don't think I can make someone fall in love with me... twice. It's just I can never relate to it. Especially after seeing how different she is before & after her accident. However since it is based on a true story, kudos the people who inspired it. I take my hats to you both, seriously. And the vow that they actually made makes me want to come up with my own vow for my wedding too instead of the normal one.

Her: I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness and to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed and to share the silence when they are not and to live within the warmth of your heart and always call it home.

Him: I vow to fiercely love you in all your forms, now and forever. I promise to never forget that this is a once in a lifetime love.  I vow to love you, and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other. 

And here is a picture of the poster so you can check Rachel McAdams out. She is so gorgeous! She's the reason why I wanted to watch this movie as well.

                        

                  

P.S I swear the main message of the movie is to tell you not to have sex in a car in the middle of the road. And I can't wait to watch Hunger Games! Finished book 2 and now I'm dying to get book 3.

Hunger Games.

Wow, this has seriously been SO overrated it's insane. I've read the first book about a month ago and finally found time today to read the second. Before it was blown out of proportion, I've heard about it here and there & even added it to my to-buy-list but never once bought it because other books always interested me more. I'm not one for excitement and adventurous books anyway. I've always been a romance kind of girl. So I've been reading the book for three hours & this is how much I've read. I skipped dinner just for this also. I swear reading a good book is equivalent to dieting. Also, I went to my drugstore and picked up some items today. Just things I've been wanting to try out as well. I've to go now, to continue with catching fire! Bye and by the next post, I'd probably have finished the book already. Thanks for reading <3 data-blogger-escaped-br="br">
P.S the thing I used as a bookmark is actually a movie ticket for the hunger games given to me by Oscar. Thanks for it :) Also, follow me on instagram of you haven't! My username is 'meredithhha'

Determined.

To post every single day. Or at least four times a week. AT LEAST. I swear I love this application, it makes thing so much easier (\o/) Hmm... my eyes look so weird today. Don't you hate it when you wake up & your eyelids are uneven? Does that even happen to anyone else? Some days I wake up & my eyes look so gorgeous and some days it decides to be a bitch and monolidifies ( what a cool word) itself. How I wish I had sexy eyes everyday. I've so much work to do today I don't even know why I'm doing this now. Sigh, I hate school so much. I honestly don't even know why I'm studying so many unnecessary things I'm pretty sure I won't use in the future for. Anyway, my phone has notifications and I need to go reply people now. Bye! Have fun and stay safe! :-) Trying out this smiley face by the way. Looks creepy.

Hello.

I'm trying the blogger application on my phone now. Excuse me if it anything looks weird alright. Hmm, so these are the Nivea chapsticks I have. I had three of them for months and just picked up the cherry one only today because I hate, absolutely HATE artificial cherry flavor. But because I love the other three so much, I couldn't pass out on the last one. So, I did pick it up and I do not like it but I don't hate it which is good. I like the color though so we'll see how it goes. Ok, this is all I want to say I guess. I wonder how the picture will turn out.

Thanks for reading,
♥Mere

Here's to them.

"Here's to the crazy ones. The misfits. The rebels. The trouble-makers. The round pegs in the square holes. The ones who see things differently. They're not fond of rules, and they have no respect for status-quo. You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify, or vilify them. About the only thing you can't do is ignore them. Because they change things. They push the human race forward. And while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius. Because the people who are crazy enough to think they can change the world - are the ones who do."
                                                                                    -Steve Jobs, founder of Apple Computers.

What's up.

Looks like blogger is cool again now, so many people are back on blogger. I just have a random urge to blog, about what? I have absolutely no idea. I guess this is just a little update post, not that anyone reads this anyway. So, the only thing that's pretty interesting this week is that I packed my makeup storage! Yay for being less cluttered but boo for being cluttered still. Maybe I'll post a picture of the my new makeup collection and storage? I really want to vlog but I'm afraid that people I know will stumble upon it. Now that would be embarrassing. I should actually huh, but private my videos and then when I watch it in the future with my husband & children I'll be like dafuq is wrong with me?! But it'll still be pretty cool. I should be blogging more now that I actually have more to say. This year is going to be so tough & I'm so unprepared for it   Anyway follow me on instagram now! My username is "meredithhha" is that cool or what huh  So this is it for this post. I hope everyone I love will have a great week.


Goodbye everyone & remember to be safe , stay away from those 
 Mere