I'm finally back to my dead blog after a LONG hiatus. It has honestly been too long and I wish I had a good reason to justify why but I don't so let's move on. I honestly don't know why I ever stopped blogging when it was such a good way for me to relieve stress and to just pen down my thoughts. I guess I was never disciplined enough to do anything for long but this time I'll try to make it last.
This year I went for a lot of trips that were honestly irreplaceable. I travelled to China, South Korea, Bangkok, Taiwan and Malaysia. I could not have asked for better trips or better travel companions because my trips were really SO good and the memories made were just perfect. I'll insert some pictures from the trip soon, hopefully.
I've always wondered how people feel connected to people instantly because to me it was just something unimaginable. This March I finally felt it for myself.
You're the most genuine person I know and I really love that about you. You are so good at taking care of other people but you don't take enough care of yourself. It's really the small gestures that count and those are the things I really notice. When we bought drinks you would open yours first and then hand yours over to me. When we were having our food you would always take food for me first and put it in my bowl. When we were in the movie theatre you knew that I can't see well in the dark so you would guide me to my seat. When we were walking outdoors you knew that I was cold so you held my hand in yours. When we went out to shop you would always carry my shopping bags. When we were having late night chats you would always lay on my lap. How do you fall in love with a stranger in 14 days? Well, I guess this is how. I never expected it to happen really. I was never a person who let myself go so easily. I always have my reservations but I guess you broke through it. You are nothing near my ideal type - I tell myself that all the time. You're not tall enough, you're not old enough, you're not smart enough, you're not determined enough, you're not decisive enough, you're not what I want. Somehow, you're all that I need.
I had my hopes up, I really did. But what I was not expecting was that you were all that someone else wanted as well.
