Disappointment.

I think this is the worst feeling in the world ever. To expect something yet receive nothing. I don't know of there's anything worst than this. I hate being disappointed. And I hate disappointing. I just cannot stand it. I was so disappointed and disappointing today. Firstly, I received my results for or of my subjects and it was seriously disappointing. I never knew I could be so retarded. I was so confident. Luckily, I had so many nice friends around me. I wasn't going to cry at first but after my friend hugged me I just burst out sobbing. Everyone started hugging and comforting me. And then I met Al's embrace and everything felt fine again. Jet was really nice too. He kept staying by me and taking care of me. However, I was really disappointed in you. We were so close before but after you got a girl you just threw me aside. When I was crying, you offered me the littlest support. And I thought we were friends. I couldn't express how upset I was. All you cared about was her. An you didn't give two hoots about me. Well, thanks. I've never felt anymore disappointed that this. I hate you, j.